meisa's lagoon

sometimes i feel that when i haven't blogged for awhile that i need something really remarkable to write about. and then the longer i wait to find that remarkable thing to say, it takes even longer to blog. which then, of course, means that what ever i was going to say must be even more remarkable. see the vicious cycle?
but i don't have much remarkable to say. i've been lonely. khalid is still gone and i really miss him. in the last month and a half, i saw him for one day. and that was around christmas. i know many people last a lot longer in long distance relationships, and maybe i shouldn't be complaining. but it's really just the frustration that no one will tell us what is going on, and how much longer it is going to be.
lucky for me, my mom is here for the next ten days. now i'll have someone to come home to and hang out with. i've been really amazed at the way some people have reached out to me to help me through this lonely time. but i have to say, it's nice to have someone that i'm so comfortable around to be with. i think that's one of the things i miss most about khalid being gone. there is no one here who knows me as well as he does.
well...keep your fingers crossed. maybe tomorrow he'll get the call saying he can come back.