meisa's lagoon

sunshine lover is a funny name for someone so negative such as yourself. if you have a problem with my blog, why do you waste your time reading it? i came in this morning, already not too happy, and your words just stung. and i don't even know you. i shouldn't care, right? well, as you said, i am naive.
but sunshine lover, i think you too are naive. what makes you think that you can stumble upon my blog and understand me and know what i'm all about? you expressed your confusion at several entries, as though it were my goal to make myself clear to every random person that might come across my words. the people who read my blog and actually know and care about me don't always understand everything i write. you seem to think i am writing for others, when in fact, a lot of times i am writing for myself.
do i care that you think i am naive to be getting my PhD in chemistry and want to be a florist? no. i have no idea what you do for a living, but i'm sure you have your reasons, and i'm not about to insult you over them. do i care that you think i am being self indulgent with my writing? no. because, in fact, my blog is self indulgent. it is an escape for me and i have fun doing it. and i know for certain that there are quite a few people out there who have fun reading it.
so please, sunshine lover, do not return to my blog and make hurtful comments. they are unwelcome, and unsubstantiated as you don't know a single thing about me.
meisa