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August 29, 2007

did you know...

Zach Quinto, who plays Sylar on Heroes, starred in a CSI: Crime Scene Investigation episode called "Anatomy of a Lye"? He was creepy in that episode too. I just saw it on TV. Yes, I am still intaking regular doses of CSI.

I know, I know. Big deal. He has starred in many a television series - he had a cameo in a Charmed episode, has made appearances on Six Feet Under, Joan of Arcadia, and Crossing Jordan, and he has even hung in there for 23 of 24 hours on the show 24 (during season 3, I believe).

But GET THIS!! He will be playing (get ready for this) Spock in a 2008 Star Trek film.

Oh yes. Very good. Very, very good.

August 28, 2007

i'm so hungry, i could eat a...

...cow. Well, maybe not the entire cow, but certainly a good little chunk of it. Say, a filet mignon cut? Ah, yes!

Vegetarians, turn your eyes away. This isn't for the faint of heart. (I'm kidding...)

I just had the MOST AMAZING filet mignon with a generous side of mushrooms and spinach in a garlic herb butter sauce. YUM! Where, you may ask, did I order this delightfully delicious meal fit for a queen? I ordered the beef at my local organic market and cooked it MYSELF at home in my kitchen. Oh yes! It took but 15 minutes, and I enjoyed every morsel of food on my plate. Almost licked it clean. Almost.

(Sorry, George - no photos. I was too hungry.)

Steve and I have been cooking at home much more these days for a few reasons. One is that it is helping us save a good amount of money. Eating out is typically a $50+ dollar deal for us both. The second reason is that we have been making a focused effort to eat a diet more in line with what is good and nourishing for our bodies. While I recognize that most people shy away from beef because of its fat and cholesterol content, I CRAVE beef all the time, and it turns out that it's really good for me as long as it is lean. So, my diet looks like this:

no dairy (cowmilk) products except for butter and on the VERY RARE occasion some hard cheeses

no sugar - locally harvested honey, pure maple syrup and agave nectar are ok occasionally

no foods baked with yeast - nutritional yeast is ok

LOTS of lean protein, especially meats - fish, lean beef, veal, chicken breast, eggs

LOTS of greens - collard greens, kale, spinach, lettuce, swiss chard, spirulina, kelp

a few servings of fruit, nuts and veggies per day

So far, we've managed to stick to this more or less (more more than less), and I'm noticing a few interesting things. I am eating a lot less than I used to in terms of volume and calories. I am just not so hungry when I've given my body what it needs vs. what I may have a temporary craving for - like a piece of German Chocolate Cake. (Oh my, that sounds so tasty to my sweet tooth!) If I've eaten nutritionally well, then I don't need more. That's cool.

Another bit of observation is that I am a VERY emotional eater. When I'm just chillin' at home, I start to crave sugar things - cookies, cake, chocolate-filled croissants, etc. And it comes from my need to feel like I'm "doing something productive" as opposed to resting - which I need to be doing during down-time. Sugar is my "love fix" - when I need to feel loved or accepted as I am, I turn to sugar, which is INSANE because it only sabotages how I feel about myself. I don't metabolize sugar very well, so I end up with, uh, blockages when I eat it. (Ok, that's a good enough euphemism for it.) And then I feel crummy. I tell you - INSANE.

Lastly, I recognize how utilitarian my meals have become. When I think about what I want to make for dinner, for example, there's a little bit of "what am I in the mood for?" and a LOT of "how can I get my protein and greens in a yummy meal today?" I end up doing a lot of stir fry with light oils because it's fast and easy and a GREAT way of not overcooking greens. I do not like them soggy. Bleh. And I end up eating a lot of not-so-pretty meals that taste AMAZING and have everything I need in them. It's very practical and generally cracks people up when they see what I'm eating.

I am eager to see how long I can keep this up. So far, so good. But I know there are going to be times that challenge me to stick to this. Certain people in my life totally trigger my sugar cravings, and traveling makes it more difficult to be completely in charge of what you eat. We shall see what is to come!

August 27, 2007

i must be getting old

It's time for a little rant.

Tonight, two girls came into the store and ordered a couple of drinks, changing their minds about what they wanted no less than three times. Grrr. BUT! This is not the offense of which I gripe. Oh no! They went on to order two pieces of banana nut loaf cake, and that is where things started to go horribly wrong.

The girl who verbalized the order looked at the other one upon saying the word "loaf" with that oh-my-god-I-can't-believe-I-just-said-that-word-it's-so-incredibly-funny-I'm-going-to-die look that ONLY someone in high school - nay, JUNIOR high - could pull off. And at that moment, the other girl started giggling under her breath and averted her eyes downward.

Oh my. May I slap them silly now?

I asked if they wanted the banana loaf for here or to go, and they just about peed in their low-riding Gap jeans while they managed to nod affirmatively and drool all over each other with their ridiculously sappy inside joke.

Apparently, it is just BEYOND ANY COMPREHENSION OF FUNNY to use the words "banana", "nut", and "loaf" in any kind of proximity when speaking these days. I forgot that. I think I forgot that somewhere back in, oh... SIXTH GRADE!

So, after handing them their banana nut loaf in to-go pastry bags (I ended up making the "for here or to go?" decision for them because my hand started to twitch with the desire to shake a scolding finger at them and I knew I needed to get them out the door post-haste), I silently screamed in my head for a very short moment, composed myself, and then smiled at the next customer while I handed him his cup of coffee and thanked him for his patience.

He grinned at me and commented on how the girls definitely showed their age and lack of maturity.

My goodness. They have been watching WAY too much Paris Hilton.

The whole incident was THAT much more traumatic for me because one of the girls looked like Lacey, or at least the younger sister of Lacey. THAT horrified me more than anything else! Oh, the cognitive dissonance!

All I could come up with after the whole episode is that I must be getting old, yo. Le sigh...

August 13, 2007

recharged

It's no secret that I really, REALLY miss my girlfriends from Chicago. Having spent beautiful, quality times together at least one night each month for five years, having talked about almost every imaginable subject related to our lives, and having served our community together in various capacities, we created a true sisterhood. And I miss my sisters.

We are all spread out geographically now, so there is not one place to which I could move in order to re-establish the kind of circle we had. And fairly soon we will be even more spread out. So, any time we have together is precious. I was blessed with a good dose of quality time this past weekend, and I am so filled with gratitude, love and excitement for where we all are in our lives. So much growth, lots of wings have spread, and many adventures have begun. Fabulous!

August 01, 2007

so much

There are at least 27 topics I have floating around in my head at the moment. They seem to cycle through themselves, seamlessly transitioning from one to the next and then back around again. Some are mundane, some are profound, and some are painful to think about. Most of these topics are in question format, like:

How can so precious a life be taken so suddenly from this world when it has such a positive impact?

Why do some people feel entitled to be mean, as though it is their natural-born right?

How can I be more creative in my everyday life?

What do I want to do today to share some love with a friend who needs it?

Why are we so fascinated by celebrity gossip?

And on, and on.

At some point, I imagine these questions will find their way into a post or two. We'll see.