it's the little things
It's always the little things I notice about people and places that linger in my memory. These days, I have been paying close attention to even the most mundane experiences that I may soak in enough of my sweet home Chicago to sustain me through this next part of my life's journey. In just a few weeks, I will be living by a different lake (one much smaller than my beloved Michigan), in a different town (although there is an Antioch in Illinois as well), in a different state. A state of bewilderment, perhaps - but also a state of possibility and excitement. And change - definitely a state of change, if there is such a thing.
I have been contemplating (dreaming about) this kind of journey for quite some time now. In fact, I had begun such a journey almost exactly 9 years ago. I took a detour, though, and found myself deviating drastically from the original plan. And though I don't have any regrets - for I would not be where I am today had I not veered off the road - I am eager to find my stride again along a new path that will take me toward my original intended destination.
I don't mean for this to be so cryptic. Honestly! Perhaps I'm being vague because I just don't have many details to share yet. There is a loose plan - an idea, really - for what my life will be about. It has to do with growth, learning, flying, simplicity, and (above all) being true and honest and happy. Especially the happy part.
To those who may not come with me on this segment of the journey, I wish you peace, contentment, and the gift of finding your own path - one that is true for you and unique to your needs. And one that (above all) brings you happiness as well.
Comments
Charla's comment just about made me cry. I'm not kidding.
D, you're just moving from one family to another. We are going to miss you so, so much but we are all THRILLED that you're taking the leap. Go for it :) You have our love and prayers!
Posted by: lacey | January 22, 2006 11:19 PM
"State of bewilderment" LOL
As regards your journey, though, bon voyage!
Posted by: george | January 21, 2006 10:33 AM
Coming Soon: big email from Javad
Posted by: javad | January 21, 2006 10:14 AM
D -- my life would not be as wonderful as it is without you in it! You are my sister and I love you tons. So, I've decided -- I'm coming with you!
Don't worry -- I will still be with my amazing Mr. P but a piece of my heart will go with you wherever you go -- trailing quietly behind, far enough away to allow you the space to fly but just close enough to ensure that you can call out to me and say, "hey, Charla, guess where I am now?"
I'm so excited and happy for you!
Posted by: Charla | January 20, 2006 06:06 PM
D - I am SO happy for you. I am so glad that you have found your way to this point in your life. Although I never moved to a new city, I did have a lot of the same revelations you are now having. It isn't easy, I know (having been there myself), but it is WONDERFUL!! These will be the GREATEST days of your life. I love you and wish you all the best.
Posted by: Sonia | January 20, 2006 08:34 AM