today...
Thinking about:
All the debt Paul and I have managed to accumulate. Somebody stop us!
Stressing about:
Ditto.
Happy about:
The GORGEOUS weather!
Volleyball at the beach on Sunday - it was just so fun! I'm still basking in the joy of it.
My $9 pink and black small-polka-dotted silk skirt from BRepublic. It's cute, AND it's a bit loose. That's a good sign!
Spaced out about:
Pretty much everything. I have hit what you might call a wall today. And it's name is 4:15 PM.
Looking forward to:
Seeing brotha Markeesha (that's Marc, for those of you who are more civilized than he or I) and dame Tessera at the end of this month. WOOOO HOOO!!
Eating:
A lot of beef these days. I need the iron, apparently. For lunch today, I had a piece of NY strip and rice, leftover from my FABULOUS grilling experience last night. Pierre made killer broccoli too - SO YUMMY! (There's something you won't see in writing very often - killer broccoli?? But paired with the steak, pretty much anything would have tasted heavenly.)
Sweating to:
Stellar tunes on the mp3 player - currently a mix of alternative, rap and pop/rock, a la Hoobastank (unfortunate name, great music), Creed, Tonic, Collective Soul, Three Doors Down, Maroon 5, Beastie Boys, Stone Temple Pilots, Coldplay and Avril Lavigne. I love this mix. It makes me happy.
Wondering about:
What kind of parents Paul and I will actually be. (No, that's not a hint. Sorry.)
Wishing:
That I had a spare $50K just laying around somewhere. Maybe if I did our taxes something good might come our way!!
Also/Still wishing:
That I had time to do our FRIGGIN' taxes! (O Thursday night - you are mine to fill with spreadsheets and calculations! HA!)
Seriously in need of:
A life.
Comments
hey moj - yeah, i know it's full. it's just not quite full the way i would like for it to be. not sure if that makes sense or not - but you know how you go through some days sometimes at the end of which you think "man, where did the day go? i did so much and yet i don't feel like i did a thing"? well, it's like that. so yes, i'm busy and do a lot of stuff, but what am i really doing? you know? i'm coming around though, i can feel it.
Posted by: delara | August 6, 2004 01:48 PM
hi faithie! i'm so honored you are here! miss and love you TONS. yeah, i am finding that blogs are a great way to share thoughts and feelings and issues and also to keep track of friends. sonja mali (remember her?) reads a few blogs as her daily morning bisquit. so cute. come by more often!
Posted by: delara | August 6, 2004 01:47 PM
Man, your life seems so full and interesting to me. If YOU need a life, then I DEFINITELY need one.
Posted by: +mojan. | August 6, 2004 11:36 AM
Yes I know you must be falling over at this moment thinking Faith has never written to me, never really looked at my blog... And I'm starting to see everything I've been missing. You are so creative, so talented, so wonderful, so loving, so freakin’ smart and hard as hell to keep up with and never satisfied with all that you do, that's a condition you know! :) I love you so much, I can't even begin to put it all in words, so since we've had a hard time catching up lately, I thought I would visit your life via your blog, its great, I love it, I think I might need one, although more and more I am recognizing my own issues with intimacy and the thought of having something which is open for everyone to see scars the hell out of me - good for you for having the gusto to do it!!! Its late, I really should be in bed, but I could not close my eyes tonight before sending you a love message. I love you, can't wait to see you, and miss you!!! Let's try to catch up this weekend if possible. Really thanks so much for sharing yourself, this really is a wonderful tool... I love you, ME
Posted by: Faith | August 6, 2004 03:23 AM
yeah - it was really fun. i think it was the combination of the fact that i got to see a lot of cool people with whom i don't usually get to hang out and would like to more often, and i was just really in the mood to be out and be physically active so i did it, and i love volleyball and being at the beach! so, a triple whammy. and sadly, i don't know if i can do it this coming weekend... but we'll see.
Posted by: delara | August 5, 2004 12:51 PM
wow! volleyball must have made you really happy, delara. you've mentioned it twice. i'm glad you came! and i'm glad there are more people sitting on the sidelines these days. (not that you were, just that not everyone can play at the same time). that spot on the sidewalk was getting lonely.
Posted by: kari | August 4, 2004 10:51 AM