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so darn serious

These days, I notice that the tone of my speech and actions is very deliberate, planned and purposeful. What gives? It is as though everything I do and say has some deeper meaning, some more significant intention than usual. Everyday conversations need to be substantive or I just don't have the time for it, and forget about frivolous, idle talk. Ick.

So really, what gives? Is there some higher purpose to which I am being called at this time? Is there an important task I am to accomplish? Or have I just become rather boring and dull?

Or maybe I have forgotten, temporarily, how to have fun? Fun is good! Fun is your friend! Fun is important! Get over it, Delara.

Comments

damian!??? wha??? oh my goodness! i can't believe it's you. "old old friend" doesn't even scratch the surface! i will most certainly drop you an email message right when i get home tomorrow! (i'm traveling for work at the moment.) after all this time... this is really amazing! if you want to email me, feel free: delaraz at aol dot com. (it's in code so that i don't get spammed.) otherwise, expect a LOOOOOOONG email message from me sometime in the next 24 hours or so.

If this message actually makes it to Delara, have a heart and write back to an old, old friend!

Damian

maybe deep, substantial conversation IS fun to you right now D. maybe it just means you need reflection and dialogue right now.