My old favorite form of snacking has resurfaced.
The cheese flavored cracker and the diet pepsi. Why is this so good? Why is this all I want to snack on mid-afternoon at work? Why is it all I want to snack on late at night at home?
I feel as though I should have morphed into these foods, yet I dont believe I can be both at once - that might just be pretty damn gross. And so I sit and ponder, which one am I more like. Veiled symbolism lurks, but does not call.
According to weddingchannel.com there are 315 days until my wedding.

Ok, been awhile, a good while, a busy while and a whiled while. (go with it). Best bloggin I feel like I can do is to rock the happiness list. .
- 11 days til Randalls Island weekend. So close I can taste it, the summer heat, the masses of happy music fans, the amazing live music. ee!
- 20 days until Lacey and Myk are married! Which means 19 days til I get to go to Chicago! 19 days til I'm reunited with the Mother Temple of the West, Doopy and her awesome parents, and a zillion other things big and small, human and not, that I've missed in the last year and a half I've been back in NY. Yay.
- Mike Doughty, former front man of Soul Coughing - who I will also be so lucky to see live at the DMB festival in 11 days - has a blog! Further confirmation he is as cool as we all know. Check it out here Super Special Questions Blog
- Ok and the most happiest and excitedest of all (saved for last for the purpposes of 'excellent use of anticpation factor'). SHAWN AND I ARE ENGAGED!!! Holy wowza Abs is gettin married! The last week plus has been a flurry of early planning stuff. (Actual wedding scheduled for June 4, 2006). It's crazy how life could be excellent already because you have a wonderful relationship - but then once you know you've become ready for marriage, for a life together, for everything - it's almost a level undescribable. (to say the least about it at all...).
Sigh, and there you have but the top of my excited's and the large part of my happies. Hope everyone is rockin their mid summer heat well and happy too.